Ojsegun stories

        This what I keep asking myself When I see your letters 💌 in my bookshelf  What made me foolish That I gave you my heart like a radish   You were after me for my hymen That's why you never deposited in me your semen You came into my life to take away my joy You are a very heartless boy Why did I let you have my heart 💞  And smile 😊 at your naughty chats 💬  You played my 💞 heart  like a football ⚽  But I'm coming back to bounce yours like a basketball 🏀                 Ojsegun 

 I was enraptured with joy the day you came into my life I felt all my pains and sorrow demised  But now, I got to realise You came into my life to hurt my soul You gave me gifts and my everlasting joy you stole At the sound of your voice pains drop in my heart like hot coals Anytime I look into the pupils of your eyes, I see betrayal My love life was a drama, in wish you were a nice portrayal Of what love is not and how Jesus felt after Judas's betrayal You left me broken and shattered  You removed my bridal gown and gave clothes that were tattered  Left me to weep like a soul that had been battered My soul danced joyfully to your strings of pains My heart was taken and locked in chains The salty water of my eyes has left on my heart an everlasting sorrowful stain Why have I been chosen for pains? Why did I let you lock my heart with chains? Why can't I clean from my heart this everlasting stain?             WHY ME?                                Ojsegun

Staying alone in pains is better than staying with people that don't care about you. 

Hope of joy hope of glory Any time I fall you hold me Weak are my thought so you support me My faith is not strong so I need yours What I'm I without you All I have is you  You are always by my side Behind all my good deeds you reside  Without you I have no hope inside 

My mind is an ever busy market, Where goods and loads are kept, I feel like I'm a living corpse in a casket. I've broken a lot of people's expectations, I was led into a wrong occupation, Led into it with low orientation. I couldn't blow against the wind, My boat couldn't pass through the stormy seas, I saw the best was passing through it by any means. I hear noise any time I meditate, I'm confused I can't even concentrate, No one understands me that why I hardly communicate. My thoughts are always vast, I plan and commit crime so fast, I feel like I'm always the last. I'm such a failure, Who is in love with pleasure, And hates to undergo the pressure. I feel pains in my brain, A voice tells me I may go insane, I feel I've lost my success train. My whole life sucks, While that of others I mock, I feel my demons are already unlocked. My whole body aches, As my body shakes, All my laughs are fake. BECAUSE OF THE PAINS IN MY BRAIN Ojsegun