Ojsegun stories

 You are never too old, set another goal. Age is not a barrier but rather the limits you set your mind too are your barriers, do away with them and watch as you surpass your goals.      Goal according to Merriam Webster dictionary means something that one hopes or intends to accomplish and on the other hand Limit is defined as a real or imaginary point beyond which a person or thing cannot go.       A goal is quite different from a limit, a goal is an aim which an individual intends or have in mind to accomplish while a limit is the stopping point of an individual.  Alot of people tends to set their limits In their minds thinking they are setting goals, for example a guy who has set his mind on doing 50 sit ups starts the process and at the end he notices that when he reached the 50 he still had the strength to add about 20 more but because he had set his mind to do 50 sit ups he won't further more but stop at that point. This would make 50 sit ups the limit set by mind because h...

 Crimes everywhere  a terror was wanted Once a city of joy But now is it of sorrow, pains and tears Cultural dance steps have been forgotten by the dancers No curfew but nobody goes out Probability of staying alive outside your house is 1/100 "Watch your back death is coming" is now a proverb being said Land that was flowing with milk and honey Is now flowing with tears and blood A land that had ceremony every weekend No sounds of drum are being heard anymore If the soil could talk, it will be crime because of overfeeding It has taken more than what it can take No one celebrate the exit of any soul Because a lot of souls are being claimed everyday Weeping is now an anthem and complains the pledge All the helping hands are not helpful anymore The gods have become fools No more success in their businesses No one buys coffin to bury the dead anymore.  In the city the only prediction being made are death predictions Souls are being wasted, spirits are being sent t...

    I left my house and moved to his, when my rent for that month expired and we both left to another town far away from my parents and all the people that left me in my pains and we started a new life together. I got to realise that he was a loving fellow and during the first 3 months of my stay there he never approached me or made any attempt to take advantage of me.  He showed me what true love means and I confined in him alot we built a business together and we were making it, then he did something I was not surprised of or better to say I was expecting it.  He proposed to me, that day was like God released his angels to dance with me. I felt the butterflies in my stomach dancing for joy, I didn't hesitate to say yes. The ring was shinning, it was a golden ring and as I saw it tears of joy and sorrow rolled down my cheeks.  I remembered my ex and how he left me when I needed him most, how my dad disowned me when I needed his wise words, how my mo...

    My phone ringing tone woke me up on a Monday morning, I yawned and checked who was calling, it was the manager of the hotel I worked as a bar attendant at night, I was surprised because he never calls me in the morning no matter the emergency, he knows I'm a student and I don't miss my lectures because I am and always want to be on first class. Without thinking much I picked the call and said "good morning boss" "what is good about the morning?!!!!" He asked yelling on top of his voice. I was confused and I asked "is anything wrong sir?" "Everything is wrong ma!!!" He replied in a loud voice, "I never knew you were a thief, armed robber, terrorist and a legal fool" he continued, at this point my heart was about to come out of my mouth in fear "so you just came to ruin my life right? You didn't see anything to steal it's the golden necklace that was kept in the inner most room, what did you ask for th...

I now see the real me I always became angry whenever I hear someone tell me that I'm evil, I'm a sadist, that I always love to smile at others people pains that I love to afflict pains on people, I always tried to contradict that I always tried my best to maintain and show my love for people I always tried to put smiles on people faces, I began to act funny, weird and like a fool so as to see people laugh but I noticed that I suck at keeping relationships for long. I become extremely bored and try to look for people to talk with but I see no one. The ones that loved me I'm mostly the one that breaks the love bond. People never seem to trust me I thought it's because I'm too familiar with them but later got to realise that I'm actually not good to be in any close relationship with anyone. I get hurt easily and I also seem to derive pleasure thinking about pains and dark stuffs. I wondered why my life was different from alot of my close friends. They had best frie...

     I write down my thoughts of emotions in the dark Yet, I leave no line or space blank I pen down my thoughts as my mind shares them out  In silence I stay anytime I pour out my heart So the walls would hear my cry I feel forsaken anytime I try I feel lost most times I smile I'm being hated with style Being condemned by my mind No one hears when my soul crys Keeping to myself I preferred than speaking to my friends As the days passed slowly I killed myself Keeping to myself I thought was the best  So to be alone I left my friends Alone I was when I was fetched When my soul was made insane Who can heal my pains Who can heal my plagues I thought the solution to my problem would be clubbing  So I decided to go out clubbing My problems became complicated as I went out clubbing I thought music would make me whole I thought she would save my soul I thought she was going to heal my sores She did but for a little while The solutions I thought would tame me Made ...

   I died at the age of 18 when I was disappointed by my examination results, I thought my heart would be overwhelmed with joy and I'll dance to the drums of happiness but I had the opposite of what I thought. My eyes was flooded with tears of disappointed.    I sat in my room a week after my result staring at the white wall of my room, I imagined blood on the walls. I heard that God said we should count our blessings and name them one by one. So I did opposite of that, because I didn't feel blessed.    Now I'm 25 my life is still in a mess, I'm now sitting with the devil playing the game of chess. Anything I lay my hands on turn out to change, to change from good to evil. I have no friends, no one believes I'm a worthy person to work with.      A girl came into my life, she loved me unconditionally, she cared for me, she was the reason I smiled. Is this a spell? The one who brought light to my darken soul is no more, she now resides with her...

    I love staying indoors Listening to sad songs While I siren on the harsh words Said to my face by my so called loved ones I guess I'm but a worthless being That made my burden my skin Oh! in pains I scream Always caged in my dreams What a night mare Which led to me sweat while wearing my night ware Can I find joy? If yes, then where? I'm already addicted to this harsh sphere  Till I die I guess it would be me myself and I Enjoying my funny and scary ride Living my boring life              © Ojsegun

    One day a certain rich man was sad and wanted to be happy, he wanted to have peace of mind so he decided to go out shopping.    He went to a Boutique he saw a wrist watch, he loved it and he checked the price. It was very expensive but he didn't care about the price because he had money so he bought it. To show his wealth he asked for the contact of the company and paid the company not to make any of that design of watch and he bought all the wrist watches with that design. It was a new design which was just made by the company.    On his way home he still wasn't happy so he decided to go to a bar house. He drank expensive wines and bought for different people. As soon as he stepped his leg into his car he became moody.      He didn't have peace of mind, so he decided to have sex with a random prostitute. He saw one on his way home and he picked her up and had her for that night but woke up the next morning as sad as a depressed soul. ...

    I am a child from a single parent. My mother fell a victim of rape and her parents told her to not abort the child, thank God she didn't abort the child, because I won't had being in existence.      Now to my story, my mom treasured me so much and didn't want any pain to come my way, she didn't want me to fall a victim of rape or a victim to a player so she took me to a girls only boarding school where I didn't know how to relate with any male.     I lived my life relating with only females because my mom never allowed me to relate with a male.       When I entered the university, I was happy and wanted to relate with guys. I didn't know I was using my hands to buy my pains and sadness.    In my 2nd year a guy wooed me but I wasn't interested, I told my best friend about it, I was making jest of the guy but my best friend was like "babe, that guy is damn hell rich. Don't you want flashy things?". I accepted to be his girlfr...

        This what I keep asking myself When I see your letters 💌 in my bookshelf  What made me foolish That I gave you my heart like a radish   You were after me for my hymen That's why you never deposited in me your semen You came into my life to take away my joy You are a very heartless boy Why did I let you have my heart 💞  And smile 😊 at your naughty chats 💬  You played my 💞 heart  like a football ⚽  But I'm coming back to bounce yours like a basketball 🏀                 Ojsegun 

 I was enraptured with joy the day you came into my life I felt all my pains and sorrow demised  But now, I got to realise You came into my life to hurt my soul You gave me gifts and my everlasting joy you stole At the sound of your voice pains drop in my heart like hot coals Anytime I look into the pupils of your eyes, I see betrayal My love life was a drama, in wish you were a nice portrayal Of what love is not and how Jesus felt after Judas's betrayal You left me broken and shattered  You removed my bridal gown and gave clothes that were tattered  Left me to weep like a soul that had been battered My soul danced joyfully to your strings of pains My heart was taken and locked in chains The salty water of my eyes has left on my heart an everlasting sorrowful stain Why have I been chosen for pains? Why did I let you lock my heart with chains? Why can't I clean from my heart this everlasting stain?             WHY ME?      ...

Staying alone in pains is better than staying with people that don't care about you. 

Hope of joy hope of glory Any time I fall you hold me Weak are my thought so you support me My faith is not strong so I need yours What I'm I without you All I have is you  You are always by my side Behind all my good deeds you reside  Without you I have no hope inside 

My mind is an ever busy market, Where goods and loads are kept, I feel like I'm a living corpse in a casket. I've broken a lot of people's expectations, I was led into a wrong occupation, Led into it with low orientation. I couldn't blow against the wind, My boat couldn't pass through the stormy seas, I saw the best was passing through it by any means. I hear noise any time I meditate, I'm confused I can't even concentrate, No one understands me that why I hardly communicate. My thoughts are always vast, I plan and commit crime so fast, I feel like I'm always the last. I'm such a failure, Who is in love with pleasure, And hates to undergo the pressure. I feel pains in my brain, A voice tells me I may go insane, I feel I've lost my success train. My whole life sucks, While that of others I mock, I feel my demons are already unlocked. My whole body aches, As my body shakes, All my laughs are fake. BECAUSE OF THE PAINS IN MY BRAIN Ojsegun

My first love ❤️ letter ✉️  Your smile accelerates the velocity of my love for you  My love for you is a fundamental quantity because its derived from no where You are my one and only respiratory organ Based on evolution you evolved from me because I feel you are my missing rib You are the oxygen I breathe Please balance my equation of love for you because if you don't you've put me in a crucible filled up with chlorine gas and closed it up.           Ojsegun 

Can I change?  This question always rings in my thought  Whenever I do something wrong Can I change from my wrong  It keeps killing me everyday I keep committing evil as often as I breathe That's why I say I'm stuck in the web of sin When I look at how I'm been chained  I ask, can I be ever set free?  Seems my cup would soon get filled  With sorrow and pains Hatred along with shame I'm not alright  I'm dying inside I fear that day when I'll close my eyes to sleep Just to open it and see my soul walking  Sins flows from my veins to my brain  Where it shuts down my conscience  And leads me to continue my evil Then it leaves me to siren on the evil I do Poem from a bleeding heart                ©Ojsegun

     I'm an accursed being  Trapped in the web of sin Looking for someone to set me free I wish all the evils I've done is a dream Wish I was good for real Wish I was holy to confidently scream My evil deeds are not obvious  But to do evil, I'm always anxious  To commit sin, I'm fast and furious.           Ojsegun 

Conversation with my Demons     I sat on my bed in pains Asking my demons why this pains They replied "you are already going insane" "You are walking in the death lane" Then I left there to the couch  And kept looking at a phone poach  ("You're sitting on sorrow couch" "Also looking at pains poach") The demons said  "Get out of my side!!!" To their voice I replied  ("We don't care what you say, we got to decide" "If we'll leave or still reside") The demons replied     ©Ojsegun

There's hope  When you are depressed  So oppressed  You feel no one cares about you  And its lucid that no one loves you  And you see all the things that gives you joy disappears Still keep your head up  Life is hard and has a lot of pains But once there's life there's hope         Ojsegun